So here I am writing this blog while currently on I-94! Haha. That's how cool I am... I write my blogs on the go now. I wish. Actually its cause I'm heading to a sporting event and I am bored on the bus cause the driver told me to stop taking pictures because the flash was distraciting him haha.
Anyways, I went through one of those life crises that Lexa is always talking about yesterday! I'll cut right to the chase. Over the past few weeks I've been considering switching majors. Now, before you all get your panties in a bunch... you should know that I have been considering this a while, and I am also not positive I want to do this yet. Now, you best sit down now, so I can reveal which major I want to switch to.... I am considering switching to a theatre major.
I have always loved to write. Please do yourself a favor and don't get me wrong there haha. I have always enjoyed being able to tell a story through writing... whether it be a blog, story, paper or a song. I love to write. But, honestly, I don't know if I can see myself doing journalism for the rest ofmy life now. I LOVED journalism in high school, but something deep down is changing and I can't stop it. I have always loved the arts and acting in particular, but I have always, always been told I can't do it. "It's not safe" is the main thing I get. Yes, you're right. It's not safe. But thanks to my friend, the recession, nothing is safe nowadays, right? I want to not know where I'll be in four years. I want to be dealt life's cards. I want to take a risk. If I recall, my school I went to was a HUGE risk that I thank God everyday I took. Yeah, I really miss my friends sometimes, but going here has helped me figure out so many things. It's truly been a blessing, and it continues to help me shape my future.
No, I'm not being influenced by anybody. No I'm not doing what everyone else is doing. And no, I'm not a stupid person, nor am a person who doesn't know what he wants. If you choose to be disappointed in me or see me as not a smart person, then that's your perogative and I can't do anything about it. I will let you know though that I am simply tired of everybody stating "no" in different ways. There has been people that have supported me, and I thank you a lot.. you know who you are. So, I'm navigating the sidewalks of my school.... and I think I might be about to slip into a puddle of fun. We'll see how it goes.
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=] Good luck with whatever you want to do. It's your life and if you want to do something, you will do it no matter how many people tell you know, it's the human drive to prove people wrong, like we talked about.
ReplyDelete^.^ and thanks for the shoutout!
TROY i know you can do anything you set your mind to. I know that my statement is cliche but those sayings are over used for a reason. There are people in the world like you who posses a talent that not many do: Charisma. You can do anything you set your mind to and I guarantee you 100% of the time you would succeed. Heck, even if you decided to be a bus driver i would say with complete faith that no one ever drove a bus like you. You do what you want and dont EVER let anyone tell you otherwise. Remember, your life is yours thank to the glory of God and no one can take that away from you.
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ToNy
your ex-gay best friend haha
You have an award waiting at my blog! Congrats!
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